Monday, October 30, 2006
HELLO oh wells...hv yet blog for quite some time...sch end liaos..i duno to cheer or to be sad? i dun feel like it is the holz AT ALL.. it seems that LTC is weighing my heart down and i cant seem to feel as free as i use to be in the past hols...there is jus this amt of stress tt i hv on me and i cant wait for LTC to end. i saw yusin's (chief) blog jus b4 i type this blog and i feel that she is like...im mean i KNOW she is nice but the way she writes her blog it jus ****** me off...oh wells...there's LTC belay school tmr and i hope everything goes well and i dun do any mistakes>.<>and i think that it wasnt as BAD as i thought it would be smth like boot camp..but i would probably cry if it was..lols..anyways..i TOTALLY got NOMOOD for yfc competitions tt are coming up larrs..i duno how to train w/o joyce..oh god pls help me..><
anyways my hols plan has kinda changed abit i might be going to swizterland instead of hokkaido=D but i dunno larrs...><
thats all for today gotta go prepare LTC stuff for tmr..bye
sometimes i jus need a comforting shoulder to lean on...im not as strong as i may seem to be
defining her mood
STRESSED restless angel
thinking of him at |3:50 AM|
